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01 December 2005 @ 10:18 pm
Shit happens  
I guess things are going to be pretty much stalled for the next 3 - 4 months. No growth, no progress, just support. No needs, wants, or desires from me. Absolutely none. Just support. Priorities have nothing to do withme now. Gotta keep remembering that people aren't as strong as I am. It will probably kill things, but it wouldn't be nice or fair or caring or anything to back away now. Had that kind of experience too recently, it sucks. No one asked for the Dad stuff last week to happen, tho it wasn't unexpected. It really was just a matter of time. Maybe I should keep notes of important thoughts and feelings along the way, though I think they probably won't matter or get properly addressed months from now. They will be old, be stale.

*sigh*

Shit always happens.

-the redhead-
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saltydognhsaltydognh on December 2nd, 2005 09:56 pm (UTC)
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just a thought, from someone who has been there for others. (paraplegic late wife)

Your choice to be in support is noble, and your karma will benefit for it.

This may sound trite.. but you have the strength to endure and even to grow from an event, and with due respect, one of the advantages of polyamory is the ability to multiplex and get YOUR needs met once in a while. Treat yourself kindly, especially if there is no one else to do it for you at the moment.

S