August 24th, 2003


notes for talking with Chris

- 4 weekends a year is 3% of the time

- read many of the words and think about them

- your only fuckup was not trying to manage the relationship
- didn't listen to me
- didn't respect what I was saying, thinking, feeling

- you talk about not liking to be in boxes and are proud of how you pop out of them, you diss me for having boxes, but you want to put me in a very small and limited box

- you want when you want and what you want, but be wanting some of the smae things is unreasonable - ie. you sent me an email wanting me to call from bloody Brussels, but you don't call me now? You say your preferred form of communication is words on a screen?

- you want me to tell you things (tell me tell me tell me), you want to know my thoughts and feelings, you want full disclosure, but you told me that you 'weren't hirt, just like surpised' by 4th of July weekend and then seemed surprised and hurt when I believed you?

- you want to know things right away, but take weeks to 'think about things'.

- you want me to tell you all sorts of things, but in return I hear 'I'm listening'?

Very cool!

The powerwalking is working well. Now, in addition to having hip bones, if I place my hands on the front of my hips when I walk I can feel the individual tendons and muscles working.

-the redhead-
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I suppose that one shouldn't spend their food money on flowers, but...

my soul needs feeding far more than my body does these days.

-the redhead-

Okay people

Here's some summer pictures. Any youse laugh an' I'm comin' for ya!!

-the redhead- know how much I hate pictures - only did this 'cause you *made* me...

Very cool - The Eagles

I'm currently attending an Eagles concert in Seattle via cell phone - how cool is that??


Johnny come lately, the new kid in town
Will she still love you when you're not around?
There's so many things you should have told her...


There’s a hole in the world tonight.
There’s a cloud of fear and sorrow.
There’s a hole in the world tonight.
Don’t let there be a hole in the world tomorrow.


You never cry like a lover should
Sigh when it feels real good
Or see the sky through the stone and wood
You never cry like a lover

I thought I saw somebody I loved
Sleeping deep inside you
If I could catch you in an unguarded moment
I'd stay right here beside you


So put me on a highway
And show me a sign
And take it to the limit one more time


One of these nights
One of these crazy old nights
We're gonna find out
Pretty mama
What turns on your lights
The full moon is calling
The fever is high
And the wicked wind whispers
And moans

You got your demons
You got desires
Well, I got a few of my own

Oo, someone to be kind to in
Between the dark and the light
Oo, coming right behind you
Swear I'm gonna find you
One of these nights


Look at us baby, up all night
Tearing our love apart
Aren't we the same two people who live
through years in the dark?
Every time I try to walk away
Something makes me turn around and stay
And I can't tell you why


Somebody's gonna hurt someone
before the night is through
Somebody's gonna come undone.
There's nothin' we can do.
Everybody wants to touch somebody
if it takes all night.
Everybody wants to take a little chance,
Make it come out right.

There's gonna be a heartache tonight,
a heartache tonight, I know.
There's gonna be a heartache tonight, I know.
Lord, I know.

Vic says we are having a virtual date - I can't go visit her but she can still take me to a concert.

So here I stand on the deck in a big blue nightshirt in the rain, soaked to the skin, singing and dancing to the Eagles. I have the greatest best friend ever.

*feels loved*

-the redhead-
...12:30 am now - sleep time...