I guess things are going to be pretty much stalled for the next 3 - 4 months. No growth, no progress, just support. No needs, wants, or desires from me. Absolutely none. Just support. Priorities have nothing to do withme now. Gotta keep remembering that people aren't as strong as I am. It will probably kill things, but it wouldn't be nice or fair or caring or anything to back away now. Had that kind of experience too recently, it sucks. No one asked for the Dad stuff last week to happen, tho it wasn't unexpected. It really was just a matter of time. Maybe I should keep notes of important thoughts and feelings along the way, though I think they probably won't matter or get properly addressed months from now. They will be old, be stale.